This morning I found my cat, Milo at the top of our drive way, not moving, he has been hit by a car and is in the vets as I write.
When you are a Christian I believe that you are automatically a target for the Devil, when you are in full time ministry you are his main target. These past couple of weeks have really reaffirmed this in my mind.
Everything is designed to make us to quit and so far we are standing strong, but its hard, real hard.
At this moment in time I am so angry. I'm angry that he has us in his line of fire. It really pisses me off!! I want him to leave us alone and back of so that we can come up for air, but he wont. That's his whole plan, to destroy us and our family. Well Mr, back off cause this girl isn't backing down! I wish I could get up in his face and tell him what an idiot he is...in fact I would probable curse him out if I had the chance...that's the kinda mood I'm in! I'm so angry!
So here I am venting and I can feel my faith getting stronger as I type! I don't know how we are going to pay for Milo's vet bills...but we will! God knows us. He loves us. We ARE His kids...bottom line. and to be frank Mr Devil.........My Dad is going to kick your ass!!! He has done it before, He will do it again!
Ok I'm done!.......Wonder if Mr D will read this??? Flippin hope so!
Hope you are all having a better couple of weeks that I am!